I never knew I could hurt like this </3

Just another incident to remind myself that humans are selfish.

Your friends are your friends when they need help from you.
Your friends are not your friends when you need help from them.

Your friends are your friends and that's why you initiate to tell them something important.
Your friends are not your friends and that's why they don't initiate to tell you something important.

Your friends are your friends and you provide them the requested information.
Your friends are not your friends and they don't provide you with the requested information.

Do you sit down, cry, think, whether they really are your friends?
Do you now instead want to learn to change them to "Not your friends"?

To be a winner, you have to keep quiet, be secretive, tell the wrong information, or simply deny any information, and when all's over, you reveal oh you should actually do this do this do this.

Is it a little too late? To me, it is. If you tell me to you it's not, I have nothing more to add.

I don't have a particular person to blame, maybe I do, everything I blame, I blame it on me.

Clarence says receiving an sms would brighten up one's day.
True enough, baby kept her promise and sent me a wake up sms!! 630am... LOL..
And... brightened my day. =D
Followed by the very chirpy Sally bus-ing with me to sch and bus-ing home.. XD

And now I'm playing dragonica!!
Elga - Channel 4 - Magician. My name is Horsin, currently level 9 LOL.
I don't know how long I can last. LOL.

Goodnight world!

I met my heartless son Sebastian on my way home! Heh. He's so nice to me! (As if)
We sat outside XinWang Cafe and chatted like there is no tomorrow... while waiting for Clarence to cab down... And he gave me....

Lovely.

After Clarence left, my Sebastian pulled me to one side again and screamed and looked for a card near the flowers.. And yes... he found.. and found a small keychain also... LOL... We snatched around and of course I stuffed it in my bag so he didn't hear anything from the card! LOL. We crapped somemore before we FINALLY decided to go home LOL.
Thank you my dear son.. you're filial to me for once...hehe...

Guess what, after Sebastian left, he smsed me "Dat guy is behind of u." LOL and true enough, Clarence suddenly popped out behind me, yes, I got a shock, OMG, I thought he left, OMG, did he hear what my son screamed about? I HOPE NOT! LOL =x

And last but not least, thank you Clarence! (:

I'm addicted on bejeweled. Like serious addiction. Damn it.
Anyway, that's not the main point, of course.

Topic for today - Effort v Luck.
Just like a game of bejeweled, you need to see to get the max points, or sometimes it's sheer luck the combo just multiplied and multiplied.

Giving too much doesn't mean you'll get back as much.
Thinking too much doesn't mean you'll be right.
Hoping too much doesn't mean you'll be happy.

Maybe sometimes I don't know what I want; That's why I'm hot yet I'm cold.
Just have something to say:
If I give you my trust, I give you my trust.
If you lose it, you'll never get it back.
EVER.

Hehe...
I'm so nice!
I went to meet Calvin, James, Shaun and CH at raffles city =D
After their erm "I catch no ball" what they talking about WCG and all other sort of games, computer, psp, anything under the sun T_T
And most impt... TY for the bear Cal!! I know you'll stalk me and read my blog... LOL XD TYVM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

And then I met my Lele.. my 38 lele.. =D
We ate at Ryoichi! Woots. Some sushi place in Marina Sq.

She damn bad, didn't buy anything from hula & co. THEREFORE I cannot buy T_T
1 for $29.90, 2nd one at $19.90
LOL anybody wants go hula & co? CALL ME! LOL
LOVES!

Warning: It's another useless random post of mine.
Please do not read cos I'm always going around in circles and more or less I blog around the same stuff.
My patience level increased. So now I can hold my temper and put on my oh-so-happy and relaxed face. Cool right?
I think so too. Never knew one day I would master till such a stage. Man, pls give me all the credit and salutation you could ever give.
Thank you in advance. >=)
You never know how much I'm shaking inside.
And never mind la, I die myself lo.
(:

Maybe the worst thing is I can't even enjoy my food now.
Because even eating, just eating itself can make me tear.
No wonder I haven't been eating though I'm so hungry.